Posts Tagged ‘30 Days of Truth’

30 Days of Truth: Day 2 & 3

Posted: September 28, 2010 in Life
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(playing slight catch up with this thing….blarg)

Something You Love About Yourself

I love my imagination.  It entertained me as a child and still does, as well as providing endless ideas for my stories and gaming.  I love the fact that I saw so much of the US growing up, thanks to family vacations to national forests and museums.  I love the fact that I find beauty in some of the weirdest places.  I also love that I am still highly entertained by card tricks, to such a degree that I turn into a child again.

Something You Have to Forgive Yourself For

I guess the biggest thing is my first relationship.  Looking back on it I can’t believe how stupid I was and that I didn’t notice the fact that it started out on a bad note.  He was abusive.  Not physically….I could easily over power him if it ever game to that(he was a string bean and I was taking martial arts classes).  No, the abuse was emotional and mental.  Its not as bad as it could have been.  He accused me of cheating on him multiple times which I never did.  He didn’t like it if I hung out with guys when he wasn’t around or if they weren’t his friends, though he could hang out with whom ever he pleased.  He had pressured me into sex and then demanded it when ever we saw each other alone, using the line “if you really love me…”

I have to forgive myself because I was young and this was my first relationship, but it wasn’t his.  I managed to break free and never looked back, and even though he hurt me in many ways I never said one horrible thing about him(even though I could have).  I wasn’t weak, just new to the whole experience and I’ve gone on to have better relationships.  If it wasn’t for those 3 years I don’t think I would be reaching for 6 wonderful years with Grendal.

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Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

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30 Days of Truth: Day 1

Posted: September 26, 2010 in Life
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I stumbled across this ’30 Days of Truth’ around here and decided, why the hell not?  I’ll probably learn something about myself and possibly grow.  It’ll also give me something to do when I need to calm down at the end of the day.  Here goes nothing:

1) Something You Hate About Yourself

There is more than ‘somethings’ then I care to admit.  I hate the fact that I have to prove myself to my friends in the gaming world, and its probably because I’m a girl.  I hate the fact that no matter what I do, I can’t seem to lose 10 pounds.  Sure I really don’t NEED to, but I think it could do me some good.  I hate the feeling of being the black sheep of my family and that it seems like my mother has nothing good or nice to say to me.  I hate that it seems like I’m going nowhere in life.

Above all else, I hate that I stop myself from telling people my religious beliefs because I’m afraid that THEY won’t accept it and that THEY will leave me.  I shouldn’t deny my faith for anyone.

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Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself